Aug 1, 2019
Today is one of those days where I feel like I am writing just to keep the blog going. It is probably true. A writer writes. Not everything is a gem.
Sometimes, you just need to clear the crap out of your head. Stream of conciousness writing can do that. So, that is what I do when I need clarity.
I am making big changes to my life right now, so a lot of crap is bubbling to the surface. It is a normal part of the process. And to be sure, it is a process.
You don't just change. You decide to change and then, hopefully, you develop a plan for that change. Your brain will fight you the entire way. Why? The brain is a lazy jerk.
Change is hard. It is much easier for the brain to remain on a steady, unchanging, course. That, however, is just not conducive to living a good life. We talk about fighting against inertia. The brain is what creates that inertia. So, we must fight against the consistency of our lives.
Right now, I am living in fear. But, the fear is the uncharted change I am creating within myself. I can live with that fear as I am working hard to conquer the emotion to move forward.
Right now, this makes sense to me. Tomorrow, it may not. I won't delete the post. I feel like I have moved some of the crap out of my head right now.
Spill Your Guts
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